Hey guys, if you don't recognize me cause of the username, it's Lexi. I know I've been inactive and stuff but I'm just gonna say this real quick. 2 months ago I kinda left this account all of the sudden and I never explained why. On that day, I felt like running away from this account. It was because I was reminded of something that happened a while ago, feeling extremely paranoid and not safe, and ultimately not wanting to associate with the account (which is why I changed the whole username). But today (July 1st) I stumbled upon something that just put me back into that panicked state again. I don't know how else to word this, but I think I might've been grm'd. Specifically by someone who I met through friends on Scratch. Some others may have been affected as well. I don't know if I should name this person.. I don't know if this even matters or should be brought up because this was like, 3-4 years ago. But this person was 17 talking about certain *things* unfiltered around and to their friends even younger than them. I was only 11-12. 2 months ago when I initially left, it was actually because of another two people...but I will not name them because I believe they may have been affected by that person as well. Although I still am not completely comfortable about one of them for similar reasons as this person. I also have some proof but I can't show on Scratch for obvious reasons. . I'm sorry if this is a little unprofessional, I could use some help on what I should include...please tell me if I should elaborate on something (especially on who did this). Update July 3rd: Okay, I really needed to build up the courage to say this and finally get it off my chest. I'm talking about Madison, aka @-CopperDragon- / @CopperDragonGamr_Alt Please keep in mind I'm *not* the only kid that she talked like this around/to. I guess at the time it was just "friendly banter" but, I remember a bunch of the things that were said. I would often think about it randomly, but I never thought about it in the same playful manner I was in when it was said, if I even felt that way in the first place. I would actually get pretty stressed during in-person school even though this was during online school, and I mean really stressed. It was more significant in 7th grade (my first whole in-person year since the pandemic), but even now whenever similar *topics* get brought up, I would feel a bit uncomfortable or bothered, to very distressed. It could?..just be my sensitive nature or whatever, leading me to overthink about the fact that like, minors (specially teens) talk about this sort of stuff so casually, even though that's..natural, I guess. Then again, that "sensitive nature" could also be because this is far from the first time this has happened to me. That's all I have to say right now. I might update again later. (Hopefully Scratch doesn't go down again.) Update July 5th: Look at remixes (Scratch team please don't take this down) .....
