today was my birthday (July 3) it didn't go so well I'm super thankful to my online friends who alr wished me a happy birthday (irls didn't ;sob: it's fine tho lol) !!! tyy <33 tbh, it js felt like a normal day. I got up early and went to summer school. I then js went to the beach and my grandma's house to celebrate with my aunts and uncles and cousins. i only saw my mom once my parents didn't even come to my small celebratory I mean, understand my dad cuz he tried to make the day special when he picked me up from the bus but WOW. work ends at around 5 for my mom. I didn't see the both of them until 9 or later. and then there was an argument in the car while we were going to pick up my brother, so it ws pretty tense n I guess that my dad js took out the anger leftover on me by yelling my sensitive ahh cried :skull: I'm genuinely so bratty and a crybaby????/ I saw my mom sitting on the table, at the cake alone w the candles still lit,, I feel so guilty;; I didn't want to eat yet bc my parent's had an argument w my sister, so she went to bed n i ahsdkjahkd yeah idk, all in all, I wish the day could've ended on a better note. ----- my personal feelings abt the age I turned;;; soo I hate my age lol I feel so old and now my talents prolly seem so underwhelming and average
I've literally never cried so much and often in between intervals in a long time loll
