⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⋓ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀zahra ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⋓ [ space / click ] [ note these images are partially incorrect, such as the eye color and such on the second and third ^^ ] ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀basic info ; ⋓ ; zahra, refuses to let anybody know her last name ⋓ ; 18-27 ⋓ ; june 30th ⋓ ; caucasian ⋓ ; female, she/her ⋓ ; bi ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀appearence + clothing ; ⋓ ; zahra is certainly one to catch many eyes, and not just because of her unusual features. namely her snow white hair which is all natural and refuses to allow dye to stick to it. she doesn’t mind it, though, enjoying the unnatural features more than not. her skin is pale but almost seems to compliment her hair rather than make her look washed out as well as allowing her bright blue eyes to pop. her hair is quite fluffy and falls messily all over her head, landing just about at her mid back. again, it’s quite fluffy though and has some waves to it so it looks closer to her shoulders than it really is. she prefers to wear her hair out instead of up, finding it looking far better that way. her bright blue eyes are surrounded by white eyelashes, though she usually hides those with some kind of mascara. similarly, she colors her white brows with darker gel to look more natural. she stands at about 6'1" with muscles that don't show unless she flexes them- otherwise she just looks toned. she has a slightly bigger bust and a waist that goes inward, then bigger hips. she's gorgeous, really, which assists in many things. zahra is usually either smiling or serious, there really isn't an in-between. she has a pretty smile that many fall in love with immediately. she normally wears neutral makeup- some shimmery eyeshadow, brown gloss lips, a little bit of blush, mascara, etc. not that she really needs makeup, but she liked to wear some just because. though her outfits and style tend to be all over the place, she is certainly fashionable. whether it be a corset, black skin tight shirts [ that she usually wears on more combat-reliant missions ], or a suit vest and button down, she always looks beautiful and stylish. she regularly only wears neutral colors, like blacks and white, though sometimes throws some dark reds or blues in the mix. she always seems to be wearing some sort of boots or heels, like go go boots or platformed heels or anything of that sort. somehow she can still fight very well in these. she wears a decent amount of jewelry, having multiple pierings in each ear as well as appreciating rings and necklaces. she has a locket she always wears but otherwise mixes and matches her jewelry and changes it out often. though zahra doesn't tend to disguise herself very well as she enjoys her trademark look, sometimes she does wear disguises to assist in certain missions. her weap.ns are hidden in various places that aren't obvious, like in her shoes or her corset. just in case she needs something to defend herself with. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀personality ; ⋓ ; to put it simply, zahra is .. nothing like her brother. she's a risk-taker. she goes into things with nothing but an end goal. she's quite energetic and eccentric with a dark, sadistic sense of humor. she tends to find practically everything hilarious, especially when they cause harm or distress to others. she's very cunning and easily manipulates others with her charismatic, charming nature. zahra seems to always carry an air of importance to her- confidence. it's the only way to get what you want, be confident and everybody will think you have something when you don't. that's practically her motto. due to her smaller stature, other tend to underestimate her. though this proves to be a great mistake, as zahra does happen to be very strong, most physically and mentally. she doesn't believe in rules, more focused on her personal gains rather than the consequences. she is a charming conwoman and, as aforementioned, highly manipulative, finding pleasure in getting what she wants through the means of others. when people call her psychotic she simply laughs and thanks them.
personality cont ; although at times she seems to hold a sense of arrogance and conceitedness, zahra simply believes it's her great self-confidence. she's also very resourceful and logical, though doesn't exactly use her smarts to her advantage most times. what she does use is her efficiency and ability to get things some quickly. she has the vigor and drive to complete tasks quicky, but her refusal for held and stuborness is what often brings her down. her insensitivity to pursuing her goals, making it so she will get what she wants to matter the cost, makes her seem cold and ruthless. this is all because zahra is terrible at handling her emotions. as a neglected, ab..sed child, zahra did not learn how to filter all that determined, raging energy toward anything else but harming others. because of the little attention she recieved as a child, zahra lives off of the approval of others. she wants attention so badly she'll do anything for it. she wants someone to say they're proud of her- to be actually happy to see her. all her life she was cast off to the side and now she has grown into someone who will do anything for other's approval. which, of course, is quite dangerous. as she's grown older, her outward persona has developed to seem far more calm and stoic. oftentimes, though, you can see the flashes of raw insanity behind her eyes or when she gets upset enough to allow herself to crack. she focuses most of her energy on the upkeep of how others see her that many of her emotions bottle up until only bad things can happen. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀strenghts + weaknesses ; ⋓ strengths ; her strengths oftentimes prove to be her weaknesses, too. for example, her love for following her impulse. jumping into action with no plans. though this proves she's resourceful, efficient, and determined to get her problems solved as soon as possible, it can also lead to her downfall. without a backup she's often stumped when defeated and doesn't know what to do next. she's very strong-willed, though, and confident enough that she can fake that she's doing things right when she isn't. though she's impulsive, she's a strategic thinker, being able to work situations out in the spur of the moment and stay calm in a panic. additionally, zahra is very good at combat, though better at hand-to-hand or with a blade than with more modernized weapons. ⋓ weaknesses ; as aforementioned, her impulse proves to be a great weakness of zahra, causing her to struggle at times. she's very stubborn and dominant, which tends to annoy others as she is persistent in digging in her heels and not allowing any other input than her own. my way or the highway is a phrase she seems to follow often. she's also pretty impatient, especially when she's upset. and, most of all, zahra does not know how to handle her emotions. this proves to be her greatest downfall as it is what powers all her blind outrages and the part of her mind that has been driven to insanity. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀extra info ; ⋓ ; her twin brother, zyair, and her work together as assassins in the same organization/mafia, led by kaden ⋓ ; zahra has a wonderful singing voice and often sings at bars and clubs and such to get a little extra money ⋓ ; as a child, z was neglected by her mother, who much favored zyair over her. this is why zahra built such an extravagant personality because she was always trying to get her mother's attention. she did everything that she wanted but nothing worked. so now she will do quite literally anything for the approval of others. and, though she acts all confident on the outside, on the inside she's broken and just really needs a hug. and for someone to say they're proud of her. ⋓ ; she has a sweet tooth and indulges herself in sweet treats often ! her favorite dessert is anything with matcha in it ⋓ ; similarly to her brother, having never felt it or received it before, zahra doesn't really know what love is. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⋓
