TW: Many words that do not make much sense I've always thought that I'd have a really difficult time doing this, so I just never did. In all honesty, I made this project a couple of weeks ago already (such as the thumbnail), but I had no idea what to say and I didn't want to just fade away without a word. Earlier last week, I underwent a major surgery, and though I've been recently discharged from the hospital, I am currently bedridden and I will be for quite a bit of time. Being restricted from making major movements for some time, I had already decided that now would be an opportunity to leave this platform. These have been a wild six years, and for the most part I've enjoyed them, because I have met some of the most incredible, talented people here. Selfishly, I didn't want to lose that connection, even if that meant overstaying my welcome, even being aware of my growing incapability to remain here at the same capacity I had before. That wasn't fair, and for that I apologize. I've made some very dumb choices, so many that I regret, and I know some of those choices ended up harming relationships I developed with people here. I was, and maybe I still am, a needy, possessive, annoying brat and if I've ever treated you in such a manner, I'm so incredibly sorry. I'm at peace with this choice, and to be honest, I have been for a while now. The present seems rather grim, but I'm surrounded by wonderful, loving people (some of which need to stop trying to convince me I'm in love with a fictitious 6'2 Frenchman please I just want to be free), some of which are, and will always be some of you. Just because I'll be absent from this site does not mean I consider our friendships any less, and I still intend to drop in every once in a while. I still intend to speak to some of you in an opportune time, I don't want to just vanish without saying a few words. I love each and everyone of you, and I pray that you come to find the same grace, love, and salvation of God that is and will always be my strength and peace; that you may come to repentance and turn to Him because He is good, even in suffering. I wish all of you wonderful lives. Don't waste your time, cherish it. There is a reason that you are here, and life is a sacred but fleeting thing. Don't let hurt keep you from living. Without suffering, you won't be able to see just how beautiful life is on the other side. With love, Moonee
