y'all why do i get flws even though i'm literally dead no one really cares but kay [ i appreciate you ] ... as you can tell i've been on a huge break though, and i'm NOT LEAVING but only checking scratch from time to time. > not only do i really not have any time for scratch this summer [ so much tennis. gotta be #1 singles for eighth gr !! ] > but, tbh, i'm really losing interest. my bar for being on scratch went from so high to nearly rock bottom. sure, i'd love to be one of those ✨aeshthetik✨ people once again [ as i used to be, but i wasn't that good ] , but you know, my motivation is gone. BUT. BUT. i MIGHT just be more active on scratch later on. if i'm on scratch again, it's going to be more of an art / writing account. i honestly love art and writing even though i don't do it as much as i'd like. it's very calming and helps take your mind off of things, yk ? it'd be nice if i could improve in those areas and THEN share it on scratch. because let's be honest, making banners isn't really a talent, per say... some aesthetic scratchers just have that GIFT to make what they do look so good with what seems like very little time compared to me. i kinda liked making banners, but i wasn't able to do it so effortlessly. [ my banners would only come out just OKAY, and it would take me like a good 2 hours to do so. kay what are your secrets >:o nah jk i don't want to make banners again ^^" ] anyway, i'm hoping i can improve some areas of my art and then make an account for it on scratch. being aesthetic is too tiring for me- and tbh i'm not irl [ erm as much as i'd like to be ] so what's the point :D but again, not leaving, just being pretty much dead. so any hopes of you messaging me and then i reply right away should be kept to a minimum if not none... zozo? more like zoNO-
