ok before I begin, Im not exactly the "hero" of my story, I did some bad things, and this isnt exactly a vent, its just my life. deal with it. 1st grade: she/ her, straight oh look, a happy little redhead :D I actually used to take stickers and stick them on my face for fun. I was really funny, and I had a lotta friends, and yk, first grade vibes. I had to change my personality a bit because girls in my class didnt like speedy McQueen or Mickey Mouse apparently. just me? 2nd grade: she/her, straight some of my friends left me. I wasn't really surprised, but at least the good friends stayed.. right? well, I mean, they did, but not for long.. also grew out my hair 3rd grade: she/her, straight well, half my friends left me, but at least one of my old friends from kindergarten joined my school. and we reconnected and we became good friends again :D I was kinda confused, everything was happening too fast all around me. 4th grade: she/her, lesbian? "whats this thing called covid?" I was really confused, and I didnt understand what the hell was going on. also had a crush on a girl in my class. I didnt understand it at the time, but it was a crush alright. my cat ran away and I never found him. 5th grade: she/her, lesbian ... this is where things go bad. I started getting into fights with older kids, and I was really aggressive and impulsive. most of my friends left me, and that was when I realized that I actually had a crush on that girl. 6th grade: she/her lesbian cut my hair. I was really starting to become a bully, trying to take out my own insecurities on others for no reason. I also beat up a kid once and he ended up getting stitches :0 I apologized a lot but I ended up getting a suspension and my parents were... mad. 7th grade: she/her bisexual crush on the girl passed, but I realized I had a crush on a boy now. did some digging and found out I was bi. I started getting signs of depression, and I was even $v!c!d@| (if yk yk). I started taking out my anger on myself, and stopped bullying others for good. I still got into fights, and I still had anger issues tho. 8th grade: she/her bisexual well, here we are now. I mean, I found some cool friends (@thatoneartistkid and @lord_hunkeyhair GO FOLLOW 'EM). they were cool, and we're now still friends hurray :D I got a cat for my birthday, her name is Luna and I love her. im still not feeling good, and im still a mess who gets 5 hours of sleep per night, but hey man, im trying. and when im trying, I hope I succeed.
credits to @Molly76543 bcz I got the idea from her Nuggts picrew
