. . . . I’m genuinely done…I’m literally done. I’m back to when it started Idek who to belive it’s too much at once people telling me THEY faked sh and now I feel guilty bc they’re already in a bad state. And now they don’t want to be in contact with me I don’t know what to do anymore I’m sorry I’m so sorry- ofc I’m going to crawl back like a loser I am like I always do but then they start telling me all the bad stuff they did and all the lies and make me turn against them AGAIN- IM LITERALLY DONE WITH THIS IM DONE TAKING PEOPLES SIDE I WAS JUST DOING WHAT OTHER PPL WAS DOUNG THEY TOLD ME TO STOP TALKING TO THEM BC OF WHAT THEY DID IN THE PAST- I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE IM LITERALLY DONE IM DONE..and now I lost my best friend I’ve ever had..just because there ex told stuff ab them and made me go against them…it hurts.
I thought we were done about the past I thought we made up….but still u didn’t want to make up everyone was making fun of u so I joined in I don’t get why I HAVE TO BE TARGETED FOR FITTING IN AND COPING WHAT THE OTHER PEOPLE WAS DOING? WHY ME? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING I DONT GET IT?! LITERALLY EVERYONE WAS DOING AND AND YET I? …III?! HAVE TO BE POINTED OUT BC I “FAKED SA” AND WANTED ATTENTION !?…WHAT DID I DO SO BAD TO MAKE U THINK IM THAT MESSED UP? I JUST DID WHAT THE OTHERS DID? I SAID WHAT THE OTHERS SAID AND YET I GET POINTED OUT- IM GENUINELY DONE THEY SAID U FAKED SH AND THEY RESPOND WITH “FR” I DONT GET WHAT I DID WRONG…I GET A WHOLE TALK BC THEY CATCH ME TALKING TO YOU?…i don’t get it it hurts so bad- why- why are u saying IM so perfect? I do have disorders? I dint “LIVE PERFECTLY FINE”? UR EX MADE ME TURN AGAINST YOU? THEY TOLD ME THE STUFF U DID SAYING U ACCUSED STUFF AND U DID THIS AND THAT? I DONT KNOW WHO TO BELIVE AT THIS POINT BRO- I DONT GET IT- I LITERALLY DONT- IDK WHAT I DID SO WRONG- IVE NEVER SAID U WERE “BRAGGING?”