I'm not trying to gain sympathy or any form of sadness towards me. I'm just saying my final goodbyes and how i feel about the exposure and everything. I do not want sympathy or any forgiveness, I deserve all of it. I know it and i take COMPLETE accountability for what i've done and i do not feel like i'm in the right or anything. I know what i did and i know how bad it is. Goodbye forever. Final sendoff: You all have more worth then me. Go enjoy life. I surely can't anymore. I have no friends or any entertainment anymore. As someone i once knew said: "Are you freaking happy with yourself, Sam?" And no.. I'm not.. I'm regretful and living in a world of pure guilt and disgust at my own being as a human.
Apologizing is worthless, i know. But if i didn't, that would look worse on my own part. Time to step down and get away from the community for good. - SamKelm
