Yeah, it's not fun. I'm glad you get to forget though. Sure wish I could.
-Forget Please- They say memories never fade They say memories stay forever They say to make memories, to cherish them They say to make good memories As if I can control what happens to me I don't know maybe I'm a special case 'Cause I can't seem to remember all the good times I can't seem to remember the truly happy moments All I can recall Are the scary times the sad times The times you spit venom in my face thinking I'll get over it All the times you tried to make me tough but instead broke me inside Isn't it ironic when you laughed soon after and the world was alright for you? And I laughed too Cause maybe if I laugh, the world will be alright for me too Do you get to choose, What memories you get to keep? Cause I kinda wanna return these memories. You see in reality, If I was given the choice to erase everything in my brain, everything I learned, all of my accomplishments, everything, just to get rid of these memories I'd do it Maybe I'd think twice at first but I know I'd end up doing it anyway call me crazy but maybe I am crazy Cause I can't seem to forget I can't seem to bury them deep like you Every time I look at you I try to remember the happy moments I try to make them up I smile I laugh But then you say something and everything comes back But I'll keep smiling and joking even if you find it annoying I'll keep being obsessively loving even if you want me to shut up Cause I want you to keep remembering the happy moments Even if there are none for me I want you to live in family heaven Even if I'm in solitary hell