erm hey guys. its been over a year since i posted my last project on this account, so i thought i'd give you guys a little life update. *lip smack* not that much has changed. obviously i lost my passion for scratch and im now pursuing making youtube content. yknow what makes that NOT SO GREAT? adhd. a few months ago i got diagnosed with adhd, ocd, and chronic vocal tic disorder (which has actually cooled down a bit). however, adhd and ocd still make my life sort of, uh, incredibly difficult. i went to a counselor to get screened and they took one look at me and went "yep lmao you definitely have some pretty bad ocd and adhd!!!1!!11!!!!" that wasnt very cool. i cant edit youtube videos very often because my adhd decides that it doesnt wanna focus. on my youtube channel i mainly play horror games, and thats starting to get a little b o r i n g. maybe i should try something else. im turning 14 in two months and im starting eighth grade in a week. am i excited for my birthday? yea. am i excited for school? absolutely not. at this point in my life, im trying to figure out who i really wanna be. i have so many cool ideas like "oh i'll be a content creator in salt lake city and i'll have all these cool opportunities!" that could be true if i wasnt so, uh, inattentive i guess? these are things that are totally possible but im just not pursuing. i get that im only 13 but for some reason im feeling a lot of pressure to start early. im not gonna lie, for the past two years ive been really depressed (hehe im not giving details). luckily these past few months ive been feeling so much better and ive made a lot of new friends to help me out in life. so kudos to them. anyways i just wanted to let you guys know that im doing fine. im moving in a few months and im really excited to get out of the place where im living right now because its, uhhhh, very... mentally challenging and absolutely terrible overall. thanks for reading. cya.
