dk I got to many problems going on, :p my step mom gave me pills that make me feel smth idk but she still put me up with Mari, and the pills have been make me not be me so I secretly pretend I take them and as I look at my old projects I see screenshots of lion, then I realize what I was doing was wrong, am sorry if I did smth bad I don’t quite remember anything I swear, I haven’t been online, nor be with my bfs, which makes me sad because I think they losing feels for me which I don’t want them to,I been thinking of terrible things, I very tired, my problems are, one of my family members are about to pass away, Mari trying to get me, my ex is trying to convince me to get back with her, thankfully dad realizes what he was doing was bad so he begged for forgiveness and I forgave him,he stopped drinking and smoking, step mom on the other side she trying to blackmail me but she doesn’t know how, and am trying to be online but it’s very tough, especially soccer season started, everything in my body hurts, am taking therapy to talk about my SA by my mother and dad said mom might visit us, I didn’t want to but he said it was for my little siblings and he’s right, it’s been like 8 years without mom, so that going to be interesting…. So yeah if you don’t believe you don’t have to Idrc am just so tired,
If I have do smth wrong plz tell me, I have some mental issues, and some of them are problems of being myself, and being uncontrollable which and lead to panic attacks and mental breakdown :| so yeah mb everyone, especially the screenshots of lion, especially the weird ones……………. Also plz don’t be saying stuff like “call the police!” Or “this is fake” or “same it happened to me” this is not a Oc lord this is my life, and can y’all respect my opinions? Am noticing everyone is telling me I should quit soccer or stop drawing it not meant for boys and all that stuff like bro who hurt you?!
