I'm tired of pretending to be happy when I'm not.....I just don't want ppl irl to worry....Its hard even writing this when I'm being to not to be friends with ppl online...I just don't know what to do anymore....I'm anxious to even cry in my own house....I have nobody that I talk about emotions to irl, so it's just hard. It's hard just crying in my room then forcing myself to just stop when I have to see my parents. It's hard just forcing myself to stop crying for friends. And it's hard not even telling ppl why I'm crying......Please don't make a big deal about this, I should be fine again some day.....Maybe I'll even find a friend who I can vent to about my emotions. I'll just hang in there for now and hope I just magically feel better. Thanks if you even bothered to read this.....
(Ik I posted something similar to this yesterday, but I thought I should go a little bit further into detail, even though I'm worried to)
