jeez, it sounds like im just complaining about not being outside.. first vent ig.. bit of an explanation: about 8 months ago when we still lived in our old house, (It was a trailer, it was terrible, but nice outside.) when we were packing to move, somebody (i won't name) saw it looked messy and called cps, it looked messy bc we were moving, and when we lived there for those 10 years. i would go outside a lot around when i turned 9. i had my favorite spots there. i knew where hundreds of wild blackberries grew. i knew the best spot to sit and relax, the best trees to sit in.. i knew all of it, it was awesome, it felt freeing, actually. then we had to go live with our mawmaw (my dads mom) for about 7 months, it was good there, but i still missed it, then, we had to go to our uncles house, we're still here, its been about 2 months now, im sitting here, typing this on the same couch in the first image, it'll be another month before we're back, but we moved, so its not the same area i knew. sure, i like the new place, its got a creek too, and plenty of deer in the area. i do see more animals now, but i don't know where anything is, it won't be the same, i'll never get that same feeling again, i don't think i ever will, it felt so freeing, more then i've ever felt that before, and i can't go outside where i am now, bc in the backward theres 2 dogs, one is ours, and they chase you and tackle you, its cute, but when im trying to enjoy being outside its annoying, and theres dirty toys everywhere out there bc my uncle and his wife have 4 kids, and i can't go out the front door bc theres a car port, and no other room to "go outside", if you could see it you'd know what i mean, it feels like im just complaining though..
btw, no, my parents aren't bad, they're really cool, we open like, pokemon cards together and stuf- anyway, cps got called because the house was a bit messy with some boxes, and they knew we were moving too, and they said that "there were kids running everywhere with no parents around" which, no, i was in my room on my now broken phone, and my brother was in the living room playing on the xbox, my dad was either at work or asleep, and my mom was asleep on the couch, could be easily waked if needed, i've never vented before, does this count as a vent? not sure, but it kinda felt good to put this out,
