Heyyyyyy everyone if you couldn't tell from the title, I am not doing to good and i rlly need to talk abt it honestly TW!!!! Everything started in January when I started having tics( involuntary movements) which I do still have. I felt like there was something wrong with me but I was scared to tell my mum in case it wasn't serious. She did find out eventually. After that issue came the identify crisis where I wondered if I was actually a girl and then after a while I came to the conclusion that I was non binary I actually told my mum this time but she turned it down like everything personal I say so I just kept going after my mum convinced me I was wrong and kept helping my school friend who was struggling with ADHD at the time, he struggled to communicate his emotions so( even though he had a classroom assistant) I helped him through everything ( his classroom assistant never helped though, it was all left on me) so, being busy making sure him and everyone else was ok, my mental health was neglected a ton, no one thought abt what i was going through, never even thought to ask if i was ok so overtime sui.... Started to show itself along with s h so with all the anxiety and depression built up inside me I snapped I s h-ed for the first time.it wouldn't have been the last though. I went back to school like nothing happened, nobody noticed not like they would've cared anyway, would've just given them another reason to call me edgy and emo . After I left primary school for good I started to show signs of ADHD myself so I was struggling even more bc i felt like she would ignore it bc m @Ender-1239 had a big test coming up and she was struggling bc of her autism when i was struggling wondering if i had adhd ... I've been to a counselor, I've been to a therapist. Nothing has worked, and I feel so alone through all this...
Thank you to my dear, dear mother, if U didn't exist, neither would my problems so thank you for blessing me with your loving touch☺️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you @hermionethang , U are the reason I am still here today so thank you for supporting me and loving me like I never was❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
