❝ i wanna be a boy ❞ ╔══════════════════╗ About the applicant ╚══════════════════╝ ❝ or at least that’s what i think this feeling is ❞ ꧁ A bit about me ꧂ Hey there! I’m @Will0wshine, but you can call me Willow or Kai. I’m a neurodivergent teen writer and I love cats. I use they and he pronouns, but honestly please just call me anything other than she, I really don’t mind. ❝ take red pen to my paper ❞ ꧁ Which kit I’m applying for ꧂ I am applying for the feisty Otterkit, or as they will also be known, Teri, Ostra, or Ato (pronounced TAIR-ee, aw-strA and AH-tow respectively). ❝ correct mistakes god somehow did ❞ ꧁ Why I chose to apply for this kit ꧂ I have been in generations for so, so long. I have had at least ten characters, but I literally just found out about this new Clan and I am SO INVESTED. I want a character in it. Also, Teri is beautiful and really just very grumpy. I love the boy so so much. ❝ i wanna befriend bugs ❞ ꧁ How active am I? ꧂ I’m working on my activity. I’ve recently lost motivation, but I’m hoping to regain at least a little bit of it, because I do truly enjoy having roleplay characters. So yeah. I’m trying my best, but I might not be the most active. I’m sorry. ❝ climb tall trees, scrape my knees ❞ ꧁ Roleplay and character experience ꧂ I have been a part of generations since it was first created and Fal was running it all on their own. My first character was Honeywing, who lived until they were an elder, then I have Streamfog, who unfortunately died due to a prey shortage. Then there was Achillasnarl I believe, and Mixedpaw and Jaykit and Cheseweedpaw. There have been others, but I forget them at the moment. ❝ and show i am tough ❞ ╔══════════════════╗ About the kit ╚══════════════════╝ ❝ only cry in the nighttime ❞ ꧁ Pronouns & gender throughout life ꧂ Ostra’s journey with his gender would certainly be an interesting one. As a kit, Ato would definitely use she and her, but would probably discover near the end of kithood that they don’t quite fit him. Then he would try out they/them, and probably continue using those until he is at least ten moons old. But by then, they’ll have begun to know himself better, and he will probably use he/they for a short while, before beginning to use only he. He will identify as transmasc. ❝ my bed is the thing i can trust ❞ ꧁ Sexuality & attraction throughout life ꧂ Ato will never quite understand what relationship is what. His understand of sexuality will be eternally skewed, and he won’t ever properly understand it. Eventually, he will begin to identify as quoiromantic asexual, but only once he’s properly figured out his gender stuff. ❝ cuz i’ve grown sick of staring hours in the mirror ❞ ꧁ Kit’s beliefs ꧂ Ostra believes in futures. Every single choice he makes, it changes everything. He believes in carefully calculating every single action one takes. He believes in logic and solutions and math. Not whimsy or dreams or hopes or wishes. ❝ molding cheekbones ❞ ꧁ Any mutations or disorders + research ꧂ Research for autism spectrum disorder — in the comments ❝ hope a new face could appear ❞ ꧁ Other ꧂ Teri is ridiculously obsessed with math, and he spends most of his interactions with others calculating their every move. ❝ i’ll break and bend my spine ❞ ꧁ Personality throughout life ꧂ Ostra is a loner. He doesn’t think he needs companionship. Instead, he spends his life carefully calculating every scenario. Ato doesn’t believe that he’s the same as others his age. [+] : “ intelligent ; precise ; thoughtful „ [=] : “ skeptical ; picky ; solitary „ [-] : “ bossy ; surly ; apathetic „ ❝ if it’d make you say you’re mine ❞ ⊱ ────── {.⋅ ♫ ⋅.} ────── ⊰ ❝ it’s so unfair ❞ Credits Art: Design: Layout by: Music: i wanna be a boy by addison grace ❝ guess i wanna be a boy ❞
