Omg I am depressed right now. I have no motivation whatsoever. I am having a rough time and its BAD ENOUGH THAT MY MOM HAS TO BE LIKE 'Oh YoU'rE bEiNg OvErLy SeNsItIve' I am SERIOUSLY depressed and no one seems to understand that. I've been botting up my emotions for too long. The things I've done in the past keep playing over and over and over again in my head. I'm experiencing too much at once. I can't take my mind off it either. Doing things that I used to like to do are boring now. I can't remember a time when I was happy. I only feel a little bit of happiness when going out but that's temporary. I feel so numb now. I ALSO THINK I HAVE SOCIAL ANXIETY SO THAT'S FUN- (jk it can go jump off a microwave) I can't sleep, I have no friends, AND I KEEP HAVING ANGRY OUTBURSTS AT PEOPLE! Then two seconds later I'm like: "what was that about?" I'm acting in ways I never usually do. I can't get any deadlines done either. And I have to still deal with trauma but that's not what we're talking about- I am really upset and need help but no one will help me so I can't do anything about it. Please. Someone help me. For some reason when someone asks how I'm doing I just tell them I am fine! And I'm not! And I can't communicate this stuff for some reason! I might not be as active on here. So please just try to understand. Ok goodbye.
Me for art. Edit: guys I'm better now it's alright <3333
