okay so i said i was quitting but turns out i use scratch alot because i got grounded and i have no phone :( so i might... be back or just half active but life isnt good atm i kind of lost all my friends AGAIN. but ill be fine i guess im just back to the mysterious reading laptop girl like i was 2 months ago. its extremely annoying because i worked so hard for the life i had. and i tried so hard not to go back to it like now it just sucks because im back w no friends and no phone but i mean at least im clean. i think im about 2 or something weeks clean. but now im js in history alone and the 2 friends i had cannot stop staring at me and litterally the whole class hates me and look at me wrong but at least i have jwan. shes litterally gotten me through some really hard times like i wish i could see her and give her a big hug, like im really so sorry that we never talk anymore im just like hugely busy and sad all the time but ill b fine and im really trying to stay clean like its really hard but i believe i can do this. anyways i guess this is goodbye and ill be on my main alot bc i have brought out some projs on there ! believe me my acc is really dry but i still wanna try and be kind of active :) 15/08/24
