When I Die ~ A Poem When I die, Who will cry, When I die, Will I get to say goodbye, When I die, Will they just say, She had a happy life, Nothing had happened that would have made her grab for the knife, She could have thrived, She was loved and cherished, She was perfectly okay, All I would want to ask would be, But what about? The hurtful comments, What about? The days I spent locked in a closet, Alone, crying, another piece of my soul chipped away, What about? The shoves, the bruises, Every day walking in to the building where no one believed her, they were just weak "excuses", Because who would care? But still If I could Id ask, WHY? Why did no one ever help?!! Why did no one ever make it ok?!! Every day, Getting harder to breath, Ever day, Getting harder to not just give up and choose death, Getting harder to shake away, The voices spewing poison, The claws gripping my mind, Telling me to end my time, Nothings fine, Just grab the knife, Depression yelling in my ear, Give up.. Just die then theres nothing left to fear, But when I die, All they will do is lie, So every day, All thats left for me to say is, Just one more day, Maybe it will end up being okay, Just one more day, And there might be another reason to stay, Just one more day, Is all I can say, Because thats the only reason I have left to stay, But Ill still wonder, When I die, Will everyone just lie?
I wasnt going to write poems on this account but Im not going to post lots of projects anymore on my other account so Im posting this poem on this account. You can read it in the instructions.
