╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮ ` ` ɪ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴀ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪꜱᴇ. ` ` ╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯ i. about the author ─── ⋆⋅☾⋅⋆ ── ☾ name: dysis ☾ pronouns: she/her/they/them ☾ nicknames: dys, dysy, dy-dy ☾ hobbies: art, roleplaying, writing, acting ╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮ ` ` ᴛᴏ ᴅɪꜱᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ. ` ` ╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯ ii. why auburnkit? ─── ⋆⋅☾⋅⋆ ── ☾ because i absolutely adore auburnkit's design, she's an adorable bean! i really like the little stars and moon markings and her pretty color palette. i adore her pretty little ear tufts, it's probably the cutest part of her design for me. also because i personally think i could have her for a while- till the next famine, that is :,) ╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮ ` ` ᴛᴏᴏᴋ ᴀ ꜰʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀᴜʀᴏʀᴀ ꜱᴋɪᴇꜱ ` ` ╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯ iii. gender, sexuality and pronouns ─── ⋆⋅☾⋅⋆ ── ☾ gender as a kit: f ☾ gender in early apprenticeship: f ☾ gender in late apprenticeship and older: f ☾ sexuality in early apprenticeship: straight ☾ sexuality in late apprenticeship: straight but unsure ☾ sexuality in warriorhood and later: bisexual ☾ pronouns as a kit: she/her ☾ pronouns as an apprentice: she/her ☾ pronouns as a warrior: she/her/they/them ☾ pronoun usage: auburnkit bounded through the nursery, excitedly looking to play with her brother, savannahkit. she looked around, her head swiveling from side to side to look around. ╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮ ` ` ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛʟʏ ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ` ` ╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯ iv. personality ─── ⋆⋅☾⋅⋆ ── ☾ positive: sweet, curious, cautious, sentimental ☾ neutral: quiet, observant, reserved ☾ negative: humorless, oversensitive, perfectionist ╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮ ` ` ʜᴏᴡ ᴡᴇ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴀʏ ɢᴏᴏᴅʙʏᴇ ` ` ╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯ v. disability/disorder research ─── ⋆⋅☾⋅⋆ ── ☾ anxiety: how does anxiety affect someone or something? panic attacks are a common symptom of anxiety, which can consist of shortness of breath, dizziness, nausea, a rapid heartbeat and choking. the cause of panic attacks is unknown, but they may be related to a chemical response in the brain, caused by actual threatening or stressful events or by thinking about stressful events. the brain response leads to physiological changes in the body, such as shallow breathing and rapid heartbeat. there are several types of anxiety, such as social phobias and more. in auburnkit's case, she has social anxiety, of which is enochlophobia. ☾ enochlophobia: enochlophobia is a phobia of crowds, also sometimes labeled as a type of anxiety. enochlophobia can make a cat or person have panic attacks in large crowds, or when surrounded by alot of people/cats. enochlophobia is triggered when several cats/people are surrounding someone or something, leading to overstimulation of the brain and a panic attack. ╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮ ` ` ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱᴏᴏɴ ` ` ╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯ vi. trivia ─── ⋆⋅☾⋅⋆ ── ☾ favorite food: shrews ☾ least favorite food: mice ☾ favorite time of day: sunrise ☾ likes: silence, lots of empty space ☾ hates: crowds, noise, blood ☾ favorite season: leaf-fall ☾ favourite weather: rain ╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮ ` ` ɪᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛꜱ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ` ` ╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯ vii. roleplay example ─── ⋆⋅☾⋅⋆ ── ☾ normal roleplay example: auburnkit sat in the corner of the den, avoiding the crowds of kits as best she could. her vision was a little blurry because of the large crowds, but she wasn't having a panic attack. not again. it was a terrible experience. she hated it with a burning passion. auburnkit swiftly slipped through a hole in the edge of the nursery, trying her best not to accidentally slip into some large crowds. She bounded through the near empty clearing, slowly slinking into the rather crowded warriors den, "mama?" she would mew, weaving through the nests quickly to stay away from the large crowds as much as possible. the kit shoved herself into her mother's green-gray and white fur, dozing off in the fluff. ☾ roleplay example with disorder example: auburnkit sat in the centre of the clearing, cats of all ages surrounding her, though not with the intention of terrifying her. The kit's vision blurred as she started to tremble, her heartbeat quickening as her cobalt blue orbs darted around, narrowing as more and more cats started to sit near her. auburnkit started taking in short breaths, nearly collapsing before her adoptive mother came by, comforting her slightly as her heartbeat lessened in pace. ╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮ ` ` ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴡᴏʀꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ ` ` ╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ☾ ── ⋅ ⋅ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯ viii. closing ─── ⋆⋅☾⋅⋆ ── ☾ well then, that concludes my auburnkit application. I will of course be making one for savannah soon. I'd like to say some things before i finish. the song is promise by laufey, art and design by me, and @.dinosaor on DA
