life is so unfair it can die in a hole i don't like it it takes and it takes from those who don't deserve it and the more you hope the more you try try to help the more you fail and it gets worse so much worse and you cant do anything they tell me to hope why should i whats the point hoping is an illusion an illusion to distract us from losing but what if its a losing battle all hoping will do is lie lie to our faces I'm tired of lying I'm tired of this i cant hope not anymore it doesn't do anything just lies I'm tired of the lies I'm tired of not being able to breathe I'm tired of crying i shouldn't worry it doesn't help but i cant stop no matter how hard i try cant stop wont stop I'm a failure i cant help cant do anything so why do i worry cause its all I'm good for nothing i do matters doesn't help makes it worse so much worse why does this have to happen what would you want me to do i don't know that's the problem i don't know you well enough now i never will it wont be okay not now not ever itll never be okay never ever never "Death doesn't discriminate Between the sinners and the saints It takes and it takes and it takes And we keep living anyway. We rise and we fall and we break And we make our mistakes. And if there's a reason I'm still alive When everyone who loves me has died I'm willing to wait for it." "They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie I guess we all just fake it 'til we die Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else But it's harder when you have to love yourself"
have a good day/night/(whatever time of day it is over where you are it doesn't matter but if its in the middle of the night GO TO SLEEP) everyone
