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Click in the arrows when you hover over the left or right for the next thing. I am finally done with this. I love him so much help- anyways here's his about me- Name- Ashtin,likes to be called ash he/him and straight age- 17 (if he wins you can change this) height- 5,9 species- plain human songs that fit him- all I want is you-Rebzyyx and I'm so ****** up please help me- Rebzyyx personality- VERY introverted, shy, quiet, depresso, socially awkward and has anxiety ( yea I know he's edgy). Backstory!! *cracks knuckles* Btw this includes sv1c!d3 mentions and TOXIC relationships. When he was younger he was a more cheerful person he still had the emo kind of style of clothing and all he just wasn't traumatized yet (we can't have that can we). He met this girl named Eva he really liked but she was not in the best state mentally. So they got together and ash helped Eva feel better mentally. Ash would take the burden of her shoulders and he didn't mind. He would hold up the sky for her if he needed to,(Percy Jackson book 3 reference?!?) Anyways their relationship was good for a while until Eva started acting differently. She would go out and spend less and less time with Ash. When he asked a question like "Where are you going?" she would yell at him saying he was being controlling and Ash would feel bad and not ask anything else. This burden that he would willingly take was now too much. But he never complained as he thought that would make him a bad bf. This is where some of his issues came from. Anyways he usually stays up late crying or worrying or just on his phone. He still loved Eva and trusted her as best he could and Eva convinced him she did too. Ash does a coding club after school on Wednesdays and he was going to go to Eva's house as they planned. But it was cancelled as their director had surgery so they got the day off. Ash decided to go to Eva's house early to surprise her. But when he got there he saw her with another boy. Ash backed slowly away and ran back home as the boy with her looked like he was about to beat him up. Ash that day spent most of the time questioning his and Eva's relationship. His mom tried to help but he is too edgy and doesn't want her help so he never told her what was wrong. Later at night Ash was on his phone on tiktok cuz yes and he got a notification from Eva. It read: -Hey,I'm sorry can you forgive me? I really am okay...- -But you know, this is your fault. -If you weren't so controlling and boring this wouldn't have happened Oh, okay i'm sorry - *message ends here* So as you may have seen from that Eva manipulates him and makes him think all the wrong she did is his fault. And just when you thought all the trauma explaining is over, oh wait did I mention there's MORE. Anyways i'll try to make this as quick as possible but basically he was pure pressured into doing things he didn't want to do by guess who? EVA! Though he is told by his friends to break up with her, he never did because he also has a fear of abandonment and doesn't want her to leave. It's like an addiction to smoking. You know it's not good for your health but you keep doing it anyways. Long story short, Eva left Ash making him think it's all his fault blaming himself and sending him into a worse depression. That came with some svic1dal thoughts and yea. Now stuff FINALLY!- Ash likes to collect Converse. Still depresso but Converse. He also likes to collect records and hang them up in his room aesthetically. He likes listening to music. His favorite artists are My chemical romance, rebzyyx and a little bit of jack Stauber here and there. He also has like 5 Night core playlists. He loves to code and play video games. Ash also likes to wear a digital mast that he can use to show emotion or talk without talking (he controls it with his phone). That's basically it! This lore probably doesn't matter at all but I like to write lore so yea. Do I get to keep the character or like what? Thanks for reading btw! ik it was long.