‘ ‘ what if I don’t want something that applies to me?’ - - - - - - ⟢ [WELCOME] • Hello hello! My name is wall but I also go by Wilbur and this is my application for valor! • I’m a digital artist who mainly uses ibisPaint to draw, also aspiring animator. • I’d like to win valor because shes a fresh start, I’ve had Sharktooth for a long while now, so I’d be really nice to start anew and retire her since I’ve finished Sharktooths story and if I win her I’d be able to start another that I’m confident I can portray. Also the design is just gorgeous • I think I should win because I’d be able to create a fun experience roleplaying with me, and I have a bunch of experience with roleplaying in general. - - - - - - - - - - - - ⟢ [VALOR] ⟢ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Valor would use She/Her for the majority of her kithood until changing to They/Them as they slowly discover themself They are an aromantic bisexual. - - ⟢ [ OPINIONS ] Valor takes pride in protecting her siblings, as it’s the one thing she knows she fits into. It’s her duty her obligation as the oldest and by starclan is she going to follow it so she can keep the one family she’s had. But as she grows older her jealousy stews, much to her distain, she envies them for looking ‘normal’ compared to her, but no matter how much her own mind tells her otherwise she still loves her siblings. - - ⟢ [ BACKSTORY ] Valor was born in a small sand hollow nearing the pyroclan border, Try as she might her memories are fuzzy, with muffled voices and strange scents. Her first time opening her eyes she was met with the lingering scent of scales and her, alone. Since then she’s just wandered, trying to find out more about her parents, her life, what she even is! - - ⟢ [ PERSONALITY ] [ SIMPLE ] [+] Protective - dedicated - Ambitious - Curious- Adventurous - loyal - confident - clever - resilient - observant [=] Witty - Energetic - nosy [-] Pushy - Snarky - insensitive - Argumentative - jealous - insecure - reckless - cocky - headstrong [ DETAILED ] Valor is definitely a character, she’s quite the troublemaker always sticking her nose where the doesn’t belong, instigating conflicts and causing problems for the outpost in her mission. In consequence she often oversteps boundaries, pushing further and further until she’s satisfied with her answers, she doesn’t care as long as she gets what she’s looking for. It’s not like she traumatized them! So why is everyone getting mad at her? She doesn’t fully understand the complexity of things, everything’s cut and dry for her. Straight forward and simple. Just how she likes it, answers are supposed to be straightforward for her, and she needs answers to who she is what she is desperately, And she’ll always snap back or argue with her if you try to deny ‘her right’ to them. she’s definitely confident enough to put on this mask of flamboyance, even despite her arrogance she’s deeply insecure about almost everything about her. She feel incomplete, she feels like she doesn’t belong anywhere no matter what everybody tells her. She has scales for crying out loud! She’s never seen anyone like her, at least her litter mates are actual cats. She loves her littermates to bits of course, she has to. Their the only thing she has left and she knows what it’s like to wake up with nothing. She’d never do the same to them, she’ll stay by their side until the end, but she envies how complete they seem to her. Their the actual cats here, she so desperately wishes to get rid of her scales and be normal. And she hates herself for thinking that way. But she wouldn’t be caught de admitting that, she’s supposed to be the strong one, the one who gets them out of the same situations she’s caused, she’s the oldest, she has to. Even if she often causes a lot of trouble due to this she loves exploring and collecting. Often bragging about her knowledge. She’s definitely clever, able to be extremely resourceful with what she has, and be able to get herself out of trouble, but it’s not appreciated when she throws it in your face constantly - - - - - - ⟢ [OTHER +SRP IN NOTES] I’m not self projecting a little I swear • Absolutely loves outsmarting people • Would be insufferable in card games • will automatically pick a side in a fight and stick by it unless she thinks it’s funnier to swap • Her possible voice claim is Fiona from Fiona and cake • sunbathes… I mean she’s a lizard • no filter - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ‘ ‘ Two ends that don’t matter! ’ ’
- - - - - - ⟢ [SRP] Valor's claws scratched against the bare ground, she looked down at the ground resisting the urge to just break. She sniffled, wiping her nose with her paw. Stupid outpost, stupid cats, stupid stupid- STUPID! She sucked in a shaky breath. Why couldn’t they understand! Why did they have to deny her! It wasn’t fair! Why couldn't things just turn in her favor for once! Warm tears ran down her cheek, no matter how hard she tried to stop them before they just kept flowing, her face felt hot, ''embarrassing..' she muttered, She supposed she should let herself indulge for a little. But that wasn’t how she should act. How she wanted herself to act anyway. She needed to be strong for her siblings. They were her responsibility now and here she was sobbing like a kit over cats being dumb mouse-brains! Who OBVIOUSLY knew more than they were letting on! “I'm not being pushy- or- " she stuttered, trying to list over all the things she was called in a half attempt to lecture her, they always did! She wasn't even doing anything wrong!, She choked back a sob, trying to redirect her thoughts, wiping the tears from her eyes, picking up the pace her thoughts already back on her usual goals of answers, “That’s why they're being so weird about it! It’s my right to know I’m in the outpost too!” She cried to herself, answers, mystery, she always craved them, She thought she did until now. It didn’t feel right anymore. She didn’t feel right anymore, are answers what she truly wanted? She needed to find out what she was! Of course, she did there wasn't anyone like her! There wasn't anyone like mercy either- but why should she care! It's not like mercy cares- did they care? Has she always been so wrapped up in her own head that she hadn't even noticed Mercy going through the same thing as her? What if it was worse- was she really that selfish? her answers didn't feel right anymore after that. She was so caught up in her head she didn't even notice anyone around her- but she needed them- or did she? Is there anything she actually needed anymore? She always thought she needed to solve this ever-growing mystery but, there wasn't anything to solve anymore. she only ended up making things worse like she always did. Nothing felt right anymore, not her worthless desires, not this place, not even herself, what did she even want anymore? Answers? There weren't any answers left for her were there? She was just being an idiot. she was just a dumb pushy kit who couldn't get anything right, she looked down at her paws, scales that she hated so much, scales she wished she could replace with fur. tears dripped down her face again as she tried to wipe them over and over to no avail. They were staying. she wasn't herself anymore, and she didn't even know if she wanted to be. - - - - - - ⟢ [END] I don’t know why all my litter applications have sad srps lol, definitely not sunshine and sparkles this time I really wanted to portray the feeling of alone with her. Since she’s the only known venomclan cat who would probably not know what venom clan even was, but I’m pretty tired to I’m gonna eat a kiwi and sit on the grass Ngl I do not like my srp as much as when I wrote it GRAHH Song is they/them/theirs
