I want to die. Everywhere I go, there seems like there's someone already venting about their life. I just got talked smack about by someone I thought is was friends with, so more trauma for me yippee! That same person stole my best friend from me, and also talks smack about my other friend. I just don't feel alive. I never do. I'm going to get diagnosed soon. I hope there's something wrong with me. I SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT COMING. I'M SO STUPID.