Alright. Vent time. So basically, my friend (lets call her K) is hanging out with me less and things feel really awkward between us. Some girl who is starting to become my friend (we're gonna call her eevee) is being gossiped about between K and another girl who she's hanging out with more (let's call her E). E and K are being kinda rude about eevee and saying she is weird because she hasn't really made any friends and is a social butterfly. I'm just sitting here like 'but she's new to this school... So she doesn't really know anyone...' And honestly I am having a lot of negative self talk and I feel very drained and upset right now. I WANT eevee to be my friend, but at the same time I'm VERY emotionally unavailable. So yeah. I feel like I'm losing my best friend. I feel like, "if K is gonna gossip about people, MAYBE I shouldn't be their friend." But K has been my CHILDHOOD FRIEND SINCE 1ST GRADE. So this is a very. hard. decision. What should I do??? It seems like she's nice to me and one other person, but mean to a couple other people. I'm very confused. Can I have some advice in the comments???.. Also if you read all the way here, THANK YOU TWT
Dude this song fits so WELL- Song is from Evelyn Evelyn I think??? (Not me freaking out about how much I relate to this song-)