hi everyone it's ani! so as u read from the title, i might just leave. I have a few reasons why so- 1. Lately, ive been having a really hard time with mental health. I always look down on myself and think that im not good enough. i feel like im not enough and am constantly camparing myself to others...even on scratch. i look at other people like ani (@viqilcnte-) mochi (@lil_mint_mochii) and think that i'm just not as good as them. i want to go to a counselor but am scared to do so as i dont know how my parents are going to react. 2. I have a really bad relationship with my family (not abused or anything like that-). We cannot go a single day without a lecture or yelling at each other. I cry almost everyday because of this, and i think that this is making my mental health decline. 3. I dont think that anyone looks at my projects anymore. These days i dont even have a single notification. I look at my notifications like "Oh! 15 new notifications!" I feel excited at first, only to look in and see 15 "There is new activity in "______" studio!" like shut tf up i dont care. 4. I'm just loosing followers. lately ive been looking at my follower count and its been going down. I used to have 80 smth followers but now it has decreased and gone into the seventies. ofc to all of my followers i am really grateful for u guys tysm! so yea- 5. i dont have the motivation to make projects anymore. i have a lot of projects just sitting in my "unshared projects" that i just am too lazy to finish. even if i start doing them, i dont enjoy them like i used to. so yea- Shoutouts (besties) : @mishymellow (@mw94404) ... tysm! ur one of my first friends! u were there for me when i had barely any followers and was justing starting up. u helped me feel more comfortable on scratch and helped me gain followers...TYSM!! @nethulip ... yes even tho i never rlly knew u that well, u were so kind and i'm so happy that we got to be friends! @lil_mint_mochii ... we first met when i entered ur nail polish naming contest! U were so kind and i loved the concept. u have been nice ever since! tysm for everything! i know that u have been having mental health problems. I hope u get better! (ik she quit) ... u were so nice to talk too. Ik u never rlly considered me an actual friend but i do. u were so kind and i loved making convo with u when u were online. to everyone: tysm for helping me on my scratch journey especially to my followers. tysm for ur support even to those who thought my projects were cringey... so... bye... ani logging off...
