hey. ah so much to say. mostly, this is about echo. if you hate the drama then scroll to the bottom where i yap abt my life :0 echo. i take full responsibility for echo leaving. i said what they posted about. i said it because i was mad, and i am. i didnt say it just to be mean, or in the heat of the moment. i said it because i was mad and still am. echo, you posted what i said with no context. none whatsoever. you're making me (even though i wasnt named) sound like a total jerk, when it went both ways. you repeatedly bothered winter. repeatedly. you were asked extremely clearly, multiple times, for space, yet you gave her none. it was a simple request in which you could not, for some reason, find it in you to comprehend. i saw the previous incidents, and i got extremely mad but made the choice to not get involved. but after the third, fourth incident, i said 'one more time and im getting involved'. surprise surprise, it happened again. so i said exactly what echo has quoted in her 'leaving' project. its actually hilarious that im wasting my time on the kids here who are around the age of 5 and have never seen a horse in real life but tell everyone that they're fifteen and pro jumpers. i have way better uses of my life....... but thanks to the few wonderful people ive met on here, im staying *sigh* which is a perfect segway into whats been going on irl. i stopped riding, which is fine. as ive learned, my skills dont leave me, just my two-point muscles. ill start back up when things die down, and im going to keep working with my old horse Aristocrat. we're two weeks into school, and its a lot. its a merit-based, rigorous school. im getting a ton of homework and will have less time to check in here, but i still will. i can feel myself slipping back into who i was last year- the girl with no sense of self worth who didnt care about the person she was becoming. the one who talked to the older boys because she was bored and who didnt think of the consequences. ive been chatting with someone older from another school. this cant end well x i love most of you. just kidding i dont love any of you. nah yall are great :3 x stella x also yes, this is an open conversation. im not going to get mad at people who comment. i also dont give two flying ....darns.... about who hates me, and im not going to get mad if you say im in the wrong. thats okay, maybe i am.
