Hey demon I really need to get some things off my chest, and you're the one I feel like I can talk to about this. Lately, I've been feeling so overwhelmed and lost, like everything is just piling up, and I don't know how to handle it all. I keep feeling like I'm not enough, like I’m failing at everything—relationships, friendships, even just being myself. It feels like no matter how hard I try, I'm always falling short. I hate that I feel so jealous and insecure all the time. I hate that I let these feelings control me, and I don’t know how to stop it. I want to be happy for the people I care about, but instead, I feel like I’m constantly scared of being replaced, forgotten, or left behind. It’s like there’s this voice in my head that won’t shut up, telling me I’m not worth it, that everyone will leave me eventually. And it’s not just that. I’m still struggling with my parents and how they see me. It feels like they don’t accept who I am or who I want to be, and that just adds to all the pain I’m already dealing with. I know I have you and others who care about me, but sometimes it feels like it’s not enough to drown out the negativity around me and inside my own head. I’m sorry if this is a lot, but I really needed to vent. I just don’t know how to handle all these emotions, and I’m scared I’ll push everyone away by being too much. I miss when things felt simpler, and I could just be happy without all these complicated feelings dragging me down. I hope you understand. I just needed to let this out. Love, Rose
