I'm sorry I have to say this, but I feel like I'm stuck... I feel like I cant share how I really feel with my friends.. I feel like I always have to be happy even when I'm not... because I always wanna here what's wrong with my friends before I tell them how I am.. by the time we are done talking we forget to ask how I am... cus frankly I'm not ok so much is wrong right now.. it seems like none of my friends are happy, so I have to be happy in order to make them happy, so I cant show my true emotions. Me writing this doesn't mean for you guys to stop venting to me because I love it when you vent to me I feel loved, but sometimes I wish I had someone ask how I am and if I don't say good then ask what is wrong... I have been the most d3ppr3ss3d ive been this whole year and its k!LL!ng me and I hate it cus I have no reason to be this way and that makes me hate myself even more.
