IMPORTANT NOTE: Fifi is not a bad person, please don't attack her. I've got the feeling that Fifi doesn't trust me anymore... It's suddenly giving me the feeling that she doesn't care about me... Mike said that Fifi still cares about me and I understand that, but I just got the feeling that some people want me to leave... I understand if I'm making a few people uncomfortable, but this is all unintentional. I'm not actually trying to do that. I'll admit it, I've done alot of bad things in the past... Some of them I don't wanna tell to some people... I fear I would not be forgaven for those... Comfort me...