taking a break from my classwork to agonypost about how much i hate this class bro its my second semester of college and i signed up for this psychology class and the tests are literally completely unrelated to like any of the relevant information in the book what do you MEAN i need to remember the different kinds of brain scans i'm literally just a little animal this was mentioned once (1nce) in the book bro so now im taking extensive notes to study from the chapters we're supposed to read and it takes me literally unironically 6-9 hours per day to get just a TINY BIT of progress literally my ""DIFFICULT"" class takes only like 45-70 minutes or whatever it depends on the classwork i have like 10-12+ hours per screen time clocked every day because i spend all my time trying to read this stupid book its literally killing me all i do is wake up, LOCK THE HELL IN FOR 9 HOURS, and then go to sleep its actually agony and i havent experienced a real weekend in almost like a month i want to do things like PLAY and DRAW and i have to choose between like 20 minutes of play or 20 minutes of drawing in the morning before i need to get back to the grind i literally am having dreams about doing things related to my classwork its almost agony but im the lock inner so it's okay i guess i drew epsilon this morning locking in so we're chill with it my meals are literally so offtime (my nice two meals has changed to one "lunch" at 3pm) and my little sliver of self care is actually whicked off to the fourth dimension it's so bad can't drop the class though because my teacher put the first test to AFTER the add/drop day because uhh why the hell not. i didn't know i had to extensively read and take notes for EVERY WORD until after i nearly got an F !!!! on my first test. bro. stuck with this until like november i might actually die before then (i have a vacation next week maybe i'll be okay, but the thing is that i'm supposed to go on a cruise and the boat is broken so!!! they might cancel on us last minute, very fun!!!) if my vacation is cancelled i'm actually gonna have to start drinking or something bro i swear. i need to do some kind of drug to make reading this stupid textbook for 9 hours a day bearable the idea of 20 minutes of inscryption isn't cutting it anymore and it's only like week 4 bro I HAVE LEFTOVER WORK FROM MY OTHER CLASSES TOO BUT I CANT GET TO THEM BECAUSE I NEED TO DO 9 HOURS OF PSYCHOLOGY EVERY DAY!!!!!!! jhariah is probably my new top artist i play him whenever im doing psychology or i watch slimecicle vods im running out of recent vods already its overrr i need to watch 5 hour SAW videos or something. 193 part series about plants vs zombies mod if you have some recommend me lock in music. it cant be instrumental and should be on the mid-faster end because i need to blot out the voices unironically and if it's slow and quiet i will hear them again
