Feelings are a funny thing. I guess my life is okay, hopefully better than others,I mean,I live in a broken household, Bombarded with responsibilities,And my only thing to use for comfort when people i care for arent around me is something i barely want to do. I'm sorry for disappointing all of you,Sorry for being the child that you never wanted,Sorry for being that on peer that bothers you,Sorry for being that friend who doesn't know when to stop,Sorry for being the person who cnt be bothered to do their part,Im sorry for haveing a non-existent work ethic,im Sorry for being your werid and annoying werid sister,im sorry for being a scary owner,im Sorry! I really am! Im Sorry for being the student who can't just shut up,I'm Sorry for being the awkward girl who just keeps starring at you,I'm sorry for not being the perfect student and child,im sorry for being a Fat and Lazy bum who cant even run a mile,im sorry for being the Band kid that doesnt know how to play a instrument,im sorry for being the sister who doeent want anything to do with you in public,I'm Sorry for being the student that sleeps all the time and doesnt do their work,im sorry for not standing up for you and having a spine,Im Sorry for being and dull when texting you,Im sorry for being too cringe and annoying when texting. . . . . . . .. . .. . . I'm Sorry For Even having the thought of Existing. I want to fix it, I want everyone to have a better life without me,I want to be how you want. . . . . . . . . . I want... . . . .. . . . To leave without anyone feeling guilt and sorrow.
