I just feel that so many barrens have been coming one after the other, so I really just kept losing sleep and I really have just kept ignoring my health in general so I really just had to leave or I would keep letting myself go to waste and losing weight due to fear of missing something, I am done I can't do this anymore. Once I get some real SLEEP and I can just relax with no worries and fear I may come back but until then I am gonna do the things I wanna do so I don't barren myself because of everything.
