(read) Why am I like this. I'm getting jealous over stuff people own now because of my colossal hyperfixation + super obsession with Invader Zim. Ever since I got obsessed and hyperfixated on that show, all of my friends started getting merch and stuff of that exact same show. Coincidence? I THINK NOT. They probably want to make me jealous because I'm broke and they're not.. I may be overreacting because I'm a huge baby that cries easily over dumb stuff. They can get their merch in 5 seconds because they're rich and can go to hot topic whenever they please but right now my life is going downhill and I can't go anywhere anymore, I'm more broke than usual, and now I have to ask adults in my family to get something online for me that's going to take like 77 million years to get to my house. Call me a baby all you want, I deserve it. I shouldn't get jealous over stuff like this.
