[ after reading whole thing, press see inside to see what book the sad writing was in ] so, i was just casually wondering around the library, like a normal human being can do right? then i see this random book thrown under the seat and it was so ripped and torn, like it just came out of a cyclone or something. so obvs your girl had to pick it up and take a look right? (also don't ask me why I look under the seats, its usually bc there are hidden books under there, lol) and then I just looked through quickly, and then I see something written on the back of the book that I WISH I never read, it said WAIT. before i say what it said, if parent abu3e triggers you, I suggest you leave this proj rn. anyways, if ur still here, this is what it said: dear the person who actually cares abt me (no one), I want to d!e, and I will d!e. If I leave this world all the worries and sad times will be gone, and they will save so much money. all I want is appreciation, which I will never get. I don't care if they #### ##, ### ##, #### ##, I don't care. Dy!ng would be better. if they even read this (which they won't because its too long and they don't have time) they won't say are you ok? where sorry. NEVER. I swear on my soul that they will never EVER say sorry to me EVER. They only needed a child was to use them as a slave. Taking me places, buying me stuff, doesn't mean your automatically the 'perfect parent'. I don't need any of those things. I just want appreciation, and I know I won't get it, so I'll just d!e, it's better than living this life. I'm so #### and ugly. I'm never going to be the child you want. You don't know anything about my life. I get bullied at school. I'm not good enough, I'm lonely and I will never fit in. At least I do what you say, do what you want, have you ever seen such a hardworking child like me? You don't know how hard I try to make you smile everyday, but my imperfectness always ruins my life, doesn't it? No one will criticize you if I'm gone. You'll never be embarrassed when I'm gone. :) So come, k!ll me. OMG WHAT DID I JUST READ. I was about to take the paper it was written on, or take a pic of it, but I was pretty sure my dad would catch me, because I was at the Library to install something into a hardrive from my laptop, so to write down what it said, I pretended I needed to make some 'finishing touches' to the document. But seriously, this person needs help, like SERIOUSLY. At first I thought it was some kid playing around, but then I saw a tear mark. This is so sad and unbelievable. :( TBH, you guys would prob not believe this anyways, but if you do, then this IS CRAZY. I feel so bad that this person is in the situation. And I'm sorry for the tagged parts, they were not readable, or they were inappropriate. I'll go for now guys. -lyla
