* ik the banner is horrible , its been a while * well . i've changed since i've left , greatly . and smth i noticed is that the ppl im still following were the only ppl who even bothered to check on me when no one else wanted to . who really cared about me when no one else felt like doing that . who remembered i existed when i thought i was invisible . and i'm not saying i don't love all the ggs and the rest of the getaway girls but i want a special shout out to those who had my back , no matter the conditions . ily . as for the swiftie comm ... i won't lie, i'm impressed . our comm has gone through so much... yet we're not broken . it's going to take more than jess , more than drama , more than arguments and politics , to break us . and thats why i love our comm . we come back stronger than a 90s trend . ( ok but this was just asking 4 a tay tay reference ) so , yeah , we're not perfect , but we're beautiful . every single one of us . me leaving was smth i seriously needed , but like i said in my leaving proj , moving on doesnt mean you cant come back . i struggled w/ coming back bc i didn't think anyone would care , that i'd be forgotten . i didn't think i was important . sometimes it's what you dont say , not what you do . but i wasnt . and maybe i'm not the first thing on ur mind when u wake up , but ik im important . all my friends , even fans , blew up my messages and showed so much support for me . ilya . ( aaahhh im yapping sorry ) the point is , i think we're better . we're ok . and im ready to come back if ya'll are ready to experience more fun , more chaos , and more julie - core ... peace out, juliex
