i like satrical agonyposting so im here again complaining (my vacation is confirmed for like 4 days from now though so!!! maybe we'll be okay!!!!) anyway i had my second test and god was i not ready for this because there is absolutely NO reason for it to be this way, i spent maybe a little under 70-80 hours this week studying and take a wild hell burning guess what i got on my test if you said 60, ALMOST AN F, you'd be right, isnt that crazy? that's crazy? that's crazy. im not even being ironic or joking around, i got a 60. the funny thing is, originally i got a 76 on the test, because my teacher shared the wrong test, which was on a topic i knew about previously and could infer the answers for, and then, for some godawful reason, my teacher realised the wrong test was up and changed it literally ONE DAY before the due date, i'm not even being ironic. the new test was up for less than 24 hours (19 iirc, unless it was 17? know it was enough for me to sleep through it if i wanted) i literally emailed my teacher asking if there was a way to redo the test to do better and she didn't get back to me until the day it expired, meaning i couldn't use the second attempt supplied (even if it may have been unintentional) so im stuck with a 60 and my previously perfect 100 for the class is an 88 now atop that my mother decided to contact the system im taking classes through and not only rifled with the system, but messed with the ASSISTANT DEAN which is basically just the vice principal and now my teacher wants to talk to me so i have to get on a call with her tomorrow and explain to her (for like the third time) that the way she's teaching the class kinda sucks and im literally not even the only person in the class struggling i got together a study group to see if anyone was WINNING or anything but literally every person who participated in the last chat said they couldn't just teach themselves all the material and were struggling with the tests so like clearly it's not a me problem anyway so i did try to call her TODAY to get it over with but she not only didn't pick up, but when she sent back a voicemail like 30 minutes later i think she implied i was struggling/stupid because i am homeschooled, and, not to seem like im flexing, but this seems preposterous, because i've been arranging my own schedules for YEARS, have TAUGHT MYSELF multiple subjects, and actually unironically ACED the PERT in under average time. im literally built different. better. and i will have a massive ego over this just to dunk on my teacher as im typing this im literally taking antianxiety pills so i can literally stop shaking and get a good night's rest. why does this have to be a problem bro like why are you even a teacher if you don't love the subject and want to teach it???? anywayy i'll be gone for the next week (from like saturday to sunday the week after, 8 days) so don't expect much of me after then, i'll be out living the american dream (eating burger and sleeping in a sunbeam, as god intended) i'm also bringing my antianxiety pills again and anti seasickness patches so hopefully i won't be plagued by some kind of problem this time and be able to chuckle and chortle without also feeling like eeeueueerreueueu if you get the vibe im going snorkelling and stuff i bought these fish identification cards i can bring along and i also have these super fun and whimsical coverups that work super well for wandering around and stuff, i hope this time the ship actually has chocolate milk too loll iirc it should but i guess i'll figure it out when i get there. will it be as good as publix? idk i gotta wake up at like 0530 in the morning tomorrow though im not even being ironic, i have to change out my fishes' water before i leave typically so i have to wake up earlier its all over and then i have to get on call with my teacher to tell her off for sucking as a teacher idk. its weird thats all for now bye. i love lowkey satrical ventposts if anyone actually sees this don't unironically try to comfort me i promise i have a real life support network i just like posting long complaints + this class is so crazy i just can't stop yapping about it!!! if you're a little kid and you wanna major in psychology, please check your ratemyprofessor thoroughly so you don't end up stuck post add/drop in a class that sucks to be in they're making me send emails and stuff!!!!!! they're making me call this person on her personal number!!!!!!!! ☠️ other art in this project too if your name is sillysnowie your icon is in here, sorry for taking so long on it i had the linework laying around and didn't color it for like two weeks after procastiating on commissions (tbf i was taking a short break to draw leisurely art at the time, but whatever)