God has been working in me lately. I have been learning a lot about myself and what God wants for me. This here is a testimonial narrative essay that I needed to write for one of my college classes. It focuses on two main components of my life and testimony. The first main theme is the difficulty of doubt I have had as a believer raised in a Christian home. The second main theme is about the struggles that I had when searching for hope. Though there are two separate themes, I do link them together into one theme: Hope is given when doubts are taken away. I hope that this can be helpful to everyone and can maybe be relatable so that some sense of relief is given. Please, if you have any questions, comments, or can relate in any way, lets talk. Do not go through seasons of doubt and hopelessness alone. I would love to talk with you about anything and everything.