https://x.com/yuorkkonuesi And https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/92397140
Uohhh Can I vent again? Tw: attempted sh ?? Again, I feel like I don’t know myself. I don’t like it. I tried to c*t myself with scissors, I was too scared. I couldn’t do it. Like I can’t do a lot of things. I hate it. I imitate that feeling by biting myself sometimes. It’s a strange thing to do. I think I’m autistic, I can’t ask my parents to get a diagnosis because when I did, they said that they don’t want to label me. But I’d rather be labeled than not knowing myself. I want someone to be as clingy as I can be sometimes. I’m still hung up on that former friend that says she hates my personality. She was my first friend. Or the first person I actually felt a connection with. Her sister goes to my sisters school, and I usually pick her up. So I can’t escape her. Some people are scared of me. I don’t like that, though at the same time, I love it. Something must be wrong with me. Thanks for reading again…. I really appreciate it…
