Sooo, lately I’ve been having self-hatred and self-harm thoughts. I’m dealing with being scolded, grounded for only disobeying one rule, detention when I did nothing wrong. I feel like making myself disappear and I constantly hurt myself. I feel like no one likes me, and it’s growing worse. My friend has been getting all the attention for her so called “Fantastic Art” and no one even notices me while they compliment her. Like no one even cares about me, the teachers are worse. I made a h8 club against one of my bullies and the teachers scolded me?! I did nothing wrong, I made a h8 club and now you give me detention? Like what?! They did something much worse and you give them the right to be happy and not me? All I did was make a h8 club, the club did nothing (it only lasted around 2 days) and now I’m in detention? To add on, hw is getting annoying. The teachers keep scolding me for being ‘dumb’ when I’m young for my year? I have PTSD now from the shouting, it makes me feel worthless… My tutoring teacher (for math) is worse, they keep yelling at me for no exact reason. My parents are okay, nothing wrong except for the scolding and detention…… I just don’t feel fine, I had to get this out. (Also, i nearly always pretend to be happy. Well sometimes I don’t.)
