just look at how time has changed. i was a lost person, lacked knowledge, then awhile back allah blessed me with knowledge of him. then still, i made mistakes, and i wasnt perfect enough to please my lord. and then allah again, being arrahman to all of mankind, and arrahim to muslims alone, showed me his rahm and guided me again. i always wanted to be a scholar, but subhan allah you plan and allah plans. i dont think ill be able to make it till there and i couldnt care any less. this world has been nothing but a prison to me. and i want the companionship of the most high, i want to see my rabb, i want to see my rasool, i want to see all the sahabas. everytime it starts hurting, i smile. allah gave ayyub a.s pain through his whole body but me? barely anything. allah gave me 14 years of happiness, and only a few days of pain, so how can, i dare to, in any way complain? for every slightest of pain even, there is rahm from allah. our rasool was loved the most by allah, this WORLD was made for him, yet he suffered. so who am i? all that matters is allah's forgiveness, and allah's pleasure with me. i am pleased with my rabb and now, all i ask, for his pleasure in return with me. anyways i had an amazing time with you all and stuff, alot of you mean so much to me but my time has come to an end so i love all my friends. especially my bsfs for life remi and rinny !!! akane, missy, xavier, azzy, flurry, and the rest. byebye oh also ill come here only to talk to rinny
