▬ ▬ ▬ ❝ eep, first cookie batch tastes so good! ❞ ▬ ▬ ▬ september 15th, 2024 ▬ ▬ ▬ ┌──────﹒♬﹒────────────┐ ❝ don't you notice how, ❞ └──────﹒♬﹒────────────┘ i. about the author ──﹒♬﹒─── ♪ ꒱ about me! ⤿ https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1067292941 ┌──────﹒♬﹒────────────┐ ❝ i get quiet when there's no one else around ❞ └──────﹒♬﹒────────────┘ ii. roleplay experience ──﹒♬﹒─── ♪ ꒱ i have 2+ years worth of roleplaying experience, alongside owning 2 TNF generations characters, 3 gens characters and participating in several roleplays in other websites off scratch. ┌──────﹒♬﹒────────────┐ ❝ me and you and awkward silence.. ❞ └──────﹒♬﹒────────────┘ iii. longetivity ──﹒♬﹒─── ♪ ꒱ i'm planning on keeping this little munchkin for as long as i can, which would be until they can have kits at the very least. i would be really upset if i had to give up this little bean (that is, if i do get her) to something like inactivity, so i'll stay for as long as i can. ┌──────﹒♬﹒────────────┐ ❝ ..don't you dare look at me that way ❞ └──────﹒♬﹒────────────┘ iv. basic info ──﹒♬﹒─── ♪ ꒱ pronouns ○ kithood ┈ she/her ○ apprenticeship ┈ she/her ○ warriorhood and older ┈ she/her/they/them ♯♩gender ┈ female ♪ ꒱ sexuality ○ kithood ┈ she's too young for this !! ○ apprenticeship ┈ straight ○ warriorhood and older ┈ bisexual ♯♩pronoun usage ○ the tall she-kitty bounded through camp ○ they lapped up some water, her fur moving delicately through the morning wind. ♪ ꒱ nicknames ⤿ pris, prism, mattie, prizzie, prim, primadonna, princess ┌──────﹒♬﹒────────────┐ ❝ i don't need reminders- ❞ └──────﹒♬﹒────────────┘ v. mattie's personality ──﹒♬﹒─── ♪ ꒱ negative traits ⤿ haughty, loud, reckless ♯♩neutral traits ⤿ empathetic, decisive, extroverted ♪ ꒱ positive traits ⤿ sweet, imaginative, adventurous ♯♩personality development ⤿ i imagine prizzie to escape camp with an apprentice or something for fun, then the friend that brought her out oofs or gets a major injury, leaving pris to be scarred for a long time. i think afterwards she wouldn't be so reckless and loud and would probably be a perfectionist that is oversensitive and timid, to 'make up for her wrongs', though she would get counseling from one cat she holds dear which would probably let her be les sensitive and timid, etc. ┌──────﹒♬﹒────────────┐ ❝ -of how you don't feel the same. ❞ └──────﹒♬﹒────────────┘ vi. disability/disorder research ──﹒♬﹒─── ♪ ꒱ ptsd ⤿ older kittens like apprentices experience similar problems to adults when they develop ptsd. younger kits can express distress in a different way, like they may re-live the traumatic event through repetitive play rather than having unwanted memories of the event during the day. a lot of kittens have frightening dreams without recognizable content rather than nightmares that replay the traumatic event. kits may also lose interest in play, become socially withdrawn, or have extreme temper tantrums. ♯♩more on ptsd ⤿ one symptom of ptsd is negative changes in feelings and thoughts, such as feeling angry, afraid, guilty, flat or numb, developing beliefs such as “I’m bad” or “the world’s unsafe”, and feeling cut off from others. this symptom is what will reoccur most often out of all 4 main symptoms to pris. ┌──────﹒♬﹒────────────┐ ❝ oh the burning pain, listening to you harp on 'bout ❞ └──────﹒♬﹒────────────┘ vii. roleplay examples ──﹒♬﹒─── ♪ ꒱ example w/ slight ptsd symptoms ⤿ pris bounded through camp, looking around for her mother. her gold and pale-blue orbs scanned the camp, finally finding her tortoiseshell mother's mint green eyes, gazing oh-so-warmly at screech-owlkit. perhaps it was because screech-owlkit didn't get a cat oofed. mattie did. it was all her fault. she was the one who wanted to get out of camp so bad. she had oofed [insert name] all because she wanted to play. why? why did she HAVE to do it outside camp? "i'm such a failure, aren't i? it's all my fault that [insert name] died." she murmured as she dragged herself to the corner of the camp, under a shady tree nearby. ♯♩example w/ more ptsd symptoms (ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴛᴇxᴛ ɪꜱ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ) ⤿ "I don't want to play with you, [insert name]." the she-kit said, "I'll just hurt you." she murmured again, "ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴘʟᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ? ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇɴ'ᴛ ᴘʟᴀʏᴇᴅ ꜱᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜʜ.. ɪɴᴄɪᴅᴇɴᴛ, ʏᴇᴀʜ." [ɪɴꜱᴇʀᴛ ɴᴀᴍᴇ] ʙᴇɢɢᴇᴅ. pris perked up her ears, sharply turning to face the other kit, "NO! I'M NOT. GOING. TO. PLAY. WITH. YOU!" She shrieked angrily, small, salty drops of water streaming down from her pale blue orbs. ♪ ꒱ example w/o ptsd symptoms ⤿ prizzie trotted through camp, rather bored as autumn leaves drifted down from the trees in a mesmerizing fashion, leaving mattie in awe. she sat below the large tree, admiring the leaves fall down into a small pile below it's large branches. ┌──────﹒♬﹒────────────┐ ❝ some new soulmate.. ❞ └──────﹒♬﹒────────────┘ (more info after green flag is clicked!)
