I once said a long time ago that if any of my friends left, I would leave. so, that’s what I’m doing. I lost abby last week, and I am literally heartbroken because of that. she was one of the kindest people I have ever met and I will miss her with all my heart. I suck at having commitment though, so I don’t know how this is going to work. I most likely will be leaving when the sgt results are out to see if I advanced, but I’ll stay if I make it to the next round. I think I’ll come in every once and awhile at random, but only reply to really important comments or comments from my best friends only. scratch is making it so hard to enjoy the good parts of life because it’s made me depressed and pessimistic. and piling school on top of that, I’m getting bullied and s3xu411y h4r4$$3D at school and I can’t deal with that and Jess. so yeah. this is the end. not even one fricking year and I’m already leaving. love you all, goodbye for good this time.
if my replies are dry as heck it’s bc I’m busy or just like contemplating my place in the universe ignore me I care about every single one of you so much <33
