Hello family, how may you be? I hope you are happy <3 I have not been- I have been struggling, I have been desperate, I have been in pain, I have been an amount to barely anything and it hurts so much! But enough about that. I still may not be online for a while, and I may leave this website for good, not because I don't like it, but because I don't like my memories of it. If you are still reading this, thank you, thank you all, it's been stressful, but it's been fun! I'm not sure but I think I may be making some progress on my mental health! It's not easy but I feel a little more calm, I found somebody who can make me feel calm, but when she's gone, it all comes back, I don't know- I'm not doing too well- I just want help- I don't understand this and I need somebody to teach me how to be happy. I'm sorry for talking about all this emotional stuff T^T I might be making some sort of a return but my posts will be rare and it may take me some time to get readjusted, I hope you understand- and I'm sorry for everything i've done wrong, i'm sorry if I was a bad friend, a bad artist, a bad content creator, a bad partner, or anything else! I'm sorry if I offended you, I'm sorry if I abandoned you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry- I just really hope you know how I feel- Because it's not easy on my side- I'm holding onto life by a thread and trust me, I'm quite weak. But you people are all I need! I just need a little motivation, and i'm glad you all were here for me, and I wanna feel that way again, I want my work to amount for something again, I wanna make people happy again, I like scratch, I always will, so.. maybe, just maybe, I'm back! Thank you kind scratchers who read all of this, I know it's a lot but i'm glad you care enough to read it all (I wanted to give this project some sort of image but I'm just too exhausted T^T)
