Heya @honii-bee so um- I wanted to say this for a while, but I’ve told you about how flower lied to me about carving her leg…but like a month or two later we were on call and it was the time something really upset me and I badly damaged myself, and I came out to her and told her about my anorexia and bulimia…and she said that she used to have anorexia at one point (AND IM NOT SAYING THAT SHE CANT OR WOULDNT) I’m saying she said it in a way that was painfully obvious that she was lying. Just like the leg thing. She said things and I was like “that’s not how it works” and then she would try to change the story, I know I might sound like I’m saying “she’s perfect” or “she can’t have problems” and I know each experience is different…but she said it like it had no effect…no weight off the shoulders…she just sounded like- I don’t know how to explain it but she just sounded like she was lying, especially when she tried to change the story. And I act like this has no effect on me, but it really, really, really hurt.
