"What if what if what if..." "That's all i can think." "Am I going insane?" "I feel like I can't trust my own mind..." "What if he leaves me?" "What if I say something stupid?" "What if I ruin everything?" "I don't see why it matters." "I never matter." -~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~ "I used to think i was lonely, when I lived by myself." "But now that I don't...." "Why is it so much /worse/?" "It doesn't make sense..." "I feel so happy when i'm with him...." "But when i'm alone again, I feel so broken." "......what's wrong with me...?"
[FLASH WARNING] [Midlife Crisis]
