Honestly I haven't even started but I'm already feeling a bit of nostalgia... Hey everyone! I got bored so I decided to make a project about our history. But, before we get started, just wanna let you know that I know that I use PWS and PWSM way to much but it's sort of a habit and to be honest, I liked those times better. I know all of you people who just joined are super confused I know but just bear with me for a second. Also this is from my point of view. Anyways I don't wanna stall too long so let's start. I remember back when I was just a typical wwm speedrunner and roleplayer and found this studio and I was like *click* and then I read the description and comments of some of the people who had been here before me (including RS052013) and I thought if my friend was supporting it so will I, besides I barely knew AutumnKatto but we talked and they seemed like a good person so yeah that also influenced me a little. And I joined. I also decided to make some projects, comment some things and stuff like that. But then I realized the scope of the problem and started to get really really involved. I was sick at the time so I wasn't as active as I wanted to be but after the fangirl apologized I was like cool that's the end and thought I'd just do stuff as normal. But then came the infamous Lilacpath and things once again turned in to ww3 (the fangirl was ww2.5 btw) While I was reporting, commenting, and making projects with Ash, the leader, we met TheCatBagel who joined, made a bunch of refinements and we started to get really really awesome. Lilac was banned really quickly while I was at the doctor's office thinking about everything besides scratch. Life was pretty awesome after that for me. Then some people were being rude to mewpop and then we sort of dealt with them thanks to the awesomeness of soxdoes code but then mewpop and some others couldn't really forgive and forget (can't blame them) and started FAFSU and we almost went to war but we're friends still. Then Emoji_03 and their siblings fought the cat bagel. But wait before that I have to mention a major screwup that I did but that is an entirely different story. What happened was this, Ashen-feather and I made a new studio because the old one got banned while TCB made his own PWS that he thought was the official one. So we got into a little conflict and TCB made himself the leader and pushed Ash to be a co-leader. TheCatBagel saw our comments and made a goodbye project about them to manipulate us into giving him what he wants. He said a lot of things like "this made me feel unwanted" and "Ashen-feather and shreyaakashyap (my old account) are the reason for this." etc. Yowchie but we made up. You know, this was kind of one of the things that led me to kinda well uh it's a long story but um okay fine I'll say it HATE TheCatBagel. I made a project that stayed up for like 2 seconds about how much I hated him before I started to be okay with him but yeah. *nervous laughter* Moving on... Erm uh anyways Idk what else to put in here. At this stage, my mental health started to dwindle. TheCatBagel was banned but came back as TheCatBagelPlus and me and him came up with the PWSM right before he was banned again. And that was right when the Vimegan war happened. Long story but to summarize, poke333, Icon3, and ELI_N437 were the main people leading the war along with Ash and me. They made a bunch of things, raided a bunch of studios, did some awesome stuff but I'm gonna focus a little more on my part just because I knew more about it. As part of a mission to spy on a studio, me and Ashen-feather got into a fake argument and I pretend kicked him out of the studio. We cleared it up amongst everyone, TheCatBagel (who came back from a ban) included. But then he did this: He made an announcement saying that would be the new leader. Cool. That's not the problem. But do you know what he said after that, "The reason why I did not choose shreyaakashyap is because I am very disappointed in her." I struggled not to unleash my anger then. WHO ARE YOU TO BE DISAPPOINTED IN ME? WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU??? EXIST?! It made me feel really hurt and that was kind of the last straw. Kind of. I could (and did) make a whole project on me and TheCatBagel and my emotional swings and switches but we don't have the time. After the Vimegan war, my mental health started to spiral down. Fast. For one there was the whole IslandClan vs CBU, a non-PWS war that drained me and especially hurt RS052013 my best friend on Scratch and probably in real life if I knew her there. She was so kind and awesome and seeing her all stressed hurt me a lot. But I completely shattered when came in. It was total carnage. I couldn't take it any longer. In the PWS I couldn't concentrate on anything. It was a mess and something personal happened that made it . And then, at that very moment. I left. But I came back in this account. Life was pretty from then.
I messed up on the order of some things Did I copy my comments and put them in the project. Of course! Thank you for everyone in this "fantastic" journey to keep my sanity! Bye!