I was dreaming of a day long ago There was a row of cherry trees on the way to school The innocent you that followed me said to me, "I'm proud of you." Like roots growing on a corpse left abandoned When I realize my life, a spark of tears falls And it relentlessly scatters throughout my childhood days Tangled in the branches of my misplaced nobility, I curse my dirty body that shakes in the night of shame Like burning Like sobbing The swaying life just crumbles away Please play the sound of my life awkwardly with these murderous hands The last drop of light spilled out Now let it flow gracefully into the distance And this time, Please make me an eternal peaceful ruin On the surface of the water Leaves and snow drift there A water-filled bamboo tube clanks against a stone when emptied Many years Waiting in vain A sudden rain falls during the cherry blossom season This vision becomes hazy These limbs start to collapse Powerless Waiting in vain Ah.. Where has everyone gone..? Please punish me Give me more pain for this unhealed heart I send a bouquet of flowers for that fading smile, And for this excess of my blood Until this darkness decays I just want to be myself ... Like burning Like sobbing The festering life just sparkles Please put an end to everything I am The fireball is hung down Now it adorns the tree buds with its ugly luster Please don't reach out to me I want you to see me through Spring dusk and dawn pile up on my disfigured bare face With those pure eyes I'm sure you'll abandon me, too..
Tell me, do you love me? Do you hate me??? Do you wanna watch me burn. Tell me, will you kill me??/??? Will you tease me????? With the things I cannot earn..........??? Would you look at what you've done, with the person I've become You don't understand a thing That poor soul, watch them sing. sing. sing. Why don't you run? Far away from all the damage you have done There's no more warning signs No matter what I do I cannot change your mind If yoy say I'm "broken" Well,, I guess I would agree It's so easy to be loved When you invent what it's made of Even if I'm begging I know I still won't get my way Everything I've tried has failed me (this reality has aged me) I'm berated on the daily Oh ohh It's useless But in my dreams I('ll) find a way This reality has aged me I can't be the things I should be God, it's painful(!!!) But,, The other side is red.. Would I trade it(..?) were I offered? I don't know.. And that's the sad part Tell me do you love me Do you hate me Do you wanna watch me burn Tell me will you kill me Will you tease me With the things I cannot earn Would you look at what you've done With the person I've become You don't understand a thing That poor soul, watch them sing. sing. sing. Why don't you run? Far away from all the damage you have done There's no more warning signs No matter what I do I cannot change your mind Oh ohh, Would you not like that...? ... Oh wouldn't you? ... Oh, would you not hate it if...? ... Oh, wouldn't you. If you say it's easy I'll tell you you're full of s*** You don't know what it's like You don't what I've seen And you don't know what it means If you say it's "okay now" I won't believe you. I won't see you anymore. Oh, wouldn't you like it Wouldn't you love it If I tore the world apart? Would you come with me? Would you resist me...?? If I wanted to restart Do you see the things I see Those who don't like me. What a f***ed up life we lead. If I tried a bit harder, Was a bit smarter, Could I have fooled you too?? Would you look at what you've done With the person I've become You don't understand a thing My poor heart, how it sting- sting- stings Why don't I run? Far away from all the damage you have done There's no more warning signs..? No matter what I say, I cannot Cannot- Take a look at what you've done With the things you did for fun You don't a thing Ain't it sad(?) how I sing. sing. sing. Why don't you run? Far away from all the damage you have done There's no more warning signs No matter what I do There won't be changing your mind
