I know I once said that I'd try to never leave scratch, but here I am with several reasons why I made this decision. First of all, after a few days of my hiatus had gone through, I felt more relaxed, and not so pressured. I'm more of a calm person who isn't usually stressed or usually overwhelmed, but when I got into scratch, my stressfulness overcame me more often. Second, the haters has made me realize that there's more in life than just scratch and there's better things to do then drawing to some people and abandoning the art after that. I would like to thank you haters and apologize too. Next, my obsession with drawing has come to it's end, the time I really did like it was just a phase, which ended quick. Then I just forced myself to draw after that. I'm the kind of person who doesn't like trying and trying again, I like being good naturally. And art is not what I'm naturally good at and I'm sure there's something else that suits me better. Another reason is that I'm a Muslim, I shouldn't be drawing eyes in the first place, I know it's drawing eyes digitally but still, I shouldn't be drawing things I'm not supposed at all. on top of that, if someone listens to the music I added to my projects or reads/sees my not appropriate content, I will get the sins too. Which is way I'm also gonna be deleting all my projects when this is posted. I need to spend more time with studying, family and not thinking about trades and map parts. There's been so much for me to handle and so much I don't actually wanna do. So Im sorry if you have an unfinished trade or map parts with me and I'm also sorry for you guys who made an entry for my dta. I'm also leaving other websites I'm in. that's all I'm saying, ciao buddies.
