You know, I don't really get it. I've tried to get myself to make something for this account but I just- can't. Nothing I make is good enough for me. If it isn't good, why try? Why do I try? What's the point in even using this stupid account anyway? It's not like anybody cares anymore. No new messages in ages. nothing. The last meaningful comment I got was 11 months ago. almost a year. My accounts as good as dead. I don't see the point really. Why do I try? Why? Why make something nobody will see? Nobody will care about? The time I put into any project I post will be a waste. Not only that, but I'm just not very good at anything anymore. I can't draw, I've known it for ages but now I really know it. I can't draw. I never could. I can't really animate. I can't really code. This site is useless to me. So why the hell do I try? Why do I still love this site? I never use it. It's not nostalgia, my old stuff was trash too. It all just feels so useless. Like everything I try has no real impact. And really it doesn't. This account won't change my life, or anybody else's, it's a waste of my time. I'm useless for this site. So then why the hell don't I quit? Why do I keep coming back and checking despite knowing I'm not going to get anything out of this? Why do I try? What's the point? It's not like I'm depressed or anything it's just I don't want to come back. I don't want to remember the way I was, I don't like the way I was, I was cringe and stupid and annoying and childish Now I've grown and I don't really love animation memes the same way I don't really love drawing the same way I don't love Scratch the same way. I did love all those things, I remember being so proud of my old projects, but now I just don't. I've lost my purpose here. I don't like Scratch anymore. So why do I try? Who knows. I sure as hell don't. I'll probably never really know. I do know that. Maybe I should stop trying. Post my final few projects and just disappear to become another forgotten face. Quit. Give up. Stop trying. Maybe it would be better for me. I just don't like Scratch anymore. And yet So many things I wanted to do Now I never will. Maybe I will quit. I won't be making some sob story project then. Just going to up and leave. Not that anyone would care. And hey, maybe I won't have to worry anymore about leaving some part of me behind or some person but the truth is nobody really cared anyway :) Maybe, just maybe though Whoever is reading this Maybe I might see you later. Who knows. Maybe.
Why do I try? Why go on? I don't like Scratch anymore.
