Vent

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It's hard being the one true friend, the funny one, when every time I walk through the door into my class, I put a smile on my face. Sometimes, I wish someone would notice that behind the smile, there are days when I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. It's exhausting always to be the source of laughter and positivity. I wish I had someone to lean on, someone who would understand that even the funny ones need a shoulder to cry on sometimes. Plus, I'm always asking myself... why, just why was I born this way? I come back from school, I go through a fight, there are marks on my back, and it hurts. I feel so alone, like no one understands what I'm going through. It's like I'm trapped in this never-ending cycle of pain and confusion. I wish things could be different, but I don't know how to make it better. Drama in school and online life with Jess and people in school spreading rumors about me. It's been really tough to deal with. It feels like I'm constantly walking on eggshells, not knowing what will be said or done next. I just wish people would take the time to understand me instead of spreading hurtful rumors. It's disheartening to see how quickly things can spiral out of control, and I often find myself feeling isolated and alone. IDK how to make thing beatterIt's hard being the one true friend, the funny one, when every time I walk through the door into my class, I put a smile on my face. Sometimes, I wish someone would notice that behind the smile, there are days when I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. It's exhausting always to be the source of laughter and positivity. I wish I had someone to lean on, someone who would understand that even the funny ones need a shoulder to cry on sometimes. Plus, I'm always asking myself... why, just why was I born this way? I come back from school, I go through a fight, there are marks on my back, and it hurts. I feel so alone, like no one understands what I'm going through. It's like I'm trapped in this never-ending cycle of pain and confusion. I wish things could be different, but I don't know how to make it better. Drama in school and online life with Jess and people in school spreading rumors about me. It's been really tough to deal with. It feels like I'm constantly walking on eggshells, not knowing what will be said or done next. I just wish people would take the time to understand me instead of spreading hurtful rumors. It's disheartening to see how quickly things can spiral out of control, and I often find myself feeling isolated and alone. I don't know how to make things better.-Tay